I want to hide
In a special place
Covered by padded walls
A place
Where I could run
Throw myself
Against walls
And fall
To the floor
Without hurting myself
An insulated room
Away
From the norms
Where I could scream
My head off
Without bothering
Another living soul
I just want some time
Need some time
To not be myself
To
Let
Go
To not be reserved
To not be in check
To lose myself
To insanities
For an hour
Or two
Without risk
Of hurting myself
Or causing distress
To anyone
Else
Who could be
Around me
– James Dubeau