I want to hide

In a special place

Covered by padded walls

A place

Where I could run

Throw myself

Against walls

And fall

To the floor

Without hurting myself

An insulated room

Away

From the norms

Where I could scream

My head off

Without bothering

Another living soul

I just want some time

Need some time

To not be myself

To

Let

Go

To not be reserved

To not be in check

To lose myself

To insanities

For an hour

Or two

Without risk

Of hurting myself

Or causing distress

To anyone

Else

Who could be

Around me

– James Dubeau